Monday, January 15, 2018
Dad,
I am really glad we got to spend the time we did together from November til the end of December. We had our Up's and our down's. I've never got to say I am sorry for the last day we seen each other. We had words and it didn't end well. I am so sorry for things I've said. I love you very much. I remember years ago when your beard started turning white and I asked you what it was and you said you were painting and white paint on your beard. Then weeks later when I came down to keansburg and your beard was still white Andi said why didn't you wash off the paint? And you said you haven't got around to it yet. Lol or when I wouldn't let anyone sit in your chair before you went to work you would say "Louie" when I am at work don't let anyone sit in my chair and I wouldnt let anyone sit there haha. "still til this day don't know why you called me Louie lol". Or when we all went camping and you chased away this huge bear that was trying to get into your truck you went right up to it and smacked it with a newspaper. The one thing I will always take with me no matter where life brings me is that never pick on the weak and never let anyone mess with your brother's or sisters. Because no matter what you said you will have friends you will have other family members but you always said no matter what always be there for them. And I might always be in my right frame of mind but I know no matter what I will do anything for them. And you taught me that, and I will always keep that with me. There is many things In life you taught me ,and you had you own way of showing your love to each one of us. I did really enjoy our month we just had with each other. And I made you a promise and I will keep to that promise I really will. Rest easy Dad I love you and I will always think about you.
Love
Your son
